I'm unusually tired today.  It hurts so much just to be out in the sun for a few minutes. They want me to come out, and just be the Kat that they used to know.  Things like these make me sad.  It reminds me that I can no longer do stuffs as easily as before.  It reminds me that there is something wrong with me.

It hurts when they don't bother to understand.  It hurts when they expect me to look after them, because sometimes I am not even sure if I can take care of myself. 

It hurts to realize that no matter how much you care, you can't expect people to do the same for you. 

Happy New year, Kat.